Publisher's Synopsis
Based on the life experiences of Julian Hill. He speaks on the destructive nature behind the love of money, power, fame and sex. The Full Deck was later diagnosed with having a mental illness, bipolar with schizophrenia or properly called schizoaffective disorder. The writer tries to bring home what feeling loss is like. He understands confusion and personal grief over not being where you believe you should be in life. Still there is hope. Read more to find out what Julian found out for himself. Some of you may be familiar with the author's earlier music as posted on YouTube under Pay Day the Author/Julian Hill's Material. A Mack At His Prime was the anthem dedicated to Big & Beautiful Women, as it applied to himself. It takes courage to step away from a destiny you set up for yourself, to try to follow the right way. This is where Julian is coming from. Being in a position of potential power caused him to need a surgery on the soul, that only God can operate. He hopes others are willing to listen to his story, to avoid further destruction. It would be our pleasure to bring this title to you, Enjoy When I Thought, I Had It All: Pamphlet Series. The Pamphlet Series is a collection of titles Julian Hill has written that deal with both the human nature and what God is saying about us, His Creation. Julian often writes as a fellow BBW Admirer. That is of Big & Beautiful Women. He is married with 3 children. He recognizes his roots. Now you should also recognize that being an Admirer doesn't spare you from God's Judgment. These pamphlets are designed to assist those interested in specific subjects and tie the message to how God interacts with us.
