Publisher's Synopsis
Seventeen-year-old Eva is barely holding on. Abandoned by her parents and lost in the shadows of Amsterdam, she stumbles through addiction, loneliness, and self-destruction-chasing connection wherever she can find it, even if it costs her everything.
Told in raw, present-tense intimacy, There Is Nothing is a deeply personal, semi-autobiographical novel that explores trauma, identity, and survival. Through self-destruction and fleeting moments of love, Eva searches for something real in a world that keeps slipping through her fingers. Content warning: This novel contains themes of addiction, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, emotional neglect, and sexual trauma.