Publisher's Synopsis
How does one move forward after losing all five (5) of your beautiful children in a horrific house fire? How does one stay sane afterwards? The shock, pain, and bewilderment caused me to question my own faith. The blow was so crushing the idea of suicide became all too consuming. I'm thinking...would it be better if I just take my own life and join them? These were the thoughts that kept running through my mind as I made funeral arrangements. Just when I thought life was truly meaningless in my hour of despair; God intervened in my life. He looked down from Heaven and He saw my pitiful state. He saw how hopeless life had become for me. Then in His moment of compassion and mercy, He took all of my pain and confusion and turned it into triumph! He began to deal with me on a personal level. He showed me that through Him, my life and children would be restored. God showed me favor! He saw fit to restore my kids, giving me a second chance to be a good mother and a positive role model for them. He washed away my tears, cleaned me up, and set my feet on a righteous path through my belief in our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. I am now the proud mother of four children. I am a missionary in my church. And I serve the Lord through my missionary work.