Publisher's Synopsis
Travis talks about his experience with psychosis and autism. Travis experiences a lot of psychosis because he has schizophrenia too. He shares that it is fairly easy for him to overcome the autism but it is extremely challenging for him to overcome psychosis. Travis shares what it is like to hear voices, have hallucinations, and have delusions that are not a part of real life, but they seem real. Travis takes the reader through the journey of battling voices, hallucinations, and delusions. They are all a part of psychosis and Travis tries to take them on one by one to defeat them.He shares how it is hard to decipher what is real from what is not real when he is having his psychosis. He also shares how the psychosis causes him to do many irrational things like stealing from family and business customers. Follow along as Travis' business goes bankrupt because of his psychosis and the mistakes he made when opening and operating his business. Travis has learned his lesson from a lot of the incidents that have happened because of the psychosis but he still struggles with psychosis from time to time that can cause him to do irrational things. Travis' business went bankrupt and his customers lost all of their money without getting the service they paid for. Travis intends to pay every one back for the money they spent on the services they did not get. You will learn what mistakes Travis made in his business in this book and you will also learn how he learned from those mistakes and will never make them again. Travis says he will not operate a business while he is experiencing psychosis because it is just too hard and way overwhelming. You will also learn what it is like to experience psychosis, hear voices, see people others do not, and have hallucinations or delusions in this book. This is an excellent book for those wanting to learn more about psychosis, autism, and schizophrenia. Here is an excerpt from the book. "Sometimes the psychosis makes me believe I have done things that I did not really do. Like for example putting a package in the mail. My brain thought that I had already done it but in reality I learned that I had not actually placed a package in the mail yet. It is the weirdest thing because my brain just plays tricks on me and tells me that I have done something when I have not really done it. Therefor sometimes I tell other people that I have done something but I have not actually done it and this causes me to lie to friends and family. I do not like this part of the psychosis and wish that it would go away for good. The medicine helps make it go away for small periods of time but for some reason it is always coming back."