Publisher's Synopsis
In writing this manuscript, over the course of several years, I came to realize that my lifelong search for meaning up to that point was merely a reflection of what was within me all along. I had wondered why I could never find this elusive truth which always seemed to be just beyond my fingertips and I struggled for years in my search for this truth. For most of my life I suffered from alcohol addiction and the consequences of substance abuse and, though I had always aspired to reach a higher purpose, I was trapped in the daily pursuit of the next fleeting high.
