Publisher's Synopsis
"At Least Everyone I Love Is Alive," She Whispered - A Decade of Hell is a raw and deeply personal memoir from a father who survived the unimaginable: the sudden, tragic loss of his daughter, and the decade-long fallout that followed.
Christopher Hillman invites readers into the heart of his grief, trauma, and resilience. With unflinching honesty, he recounts the night his daughter was taken from him, the silence and injustice that followed, and the emotional war that waged inside him while trying to protect what was left of his family. This is not a sanitized version of grief. It's heartbreak in real time, filled with courtrooms, betrayal, whispered abuse, survival, and against all odds, love.
From childhood trauma to raising a daughter alone, from being falsely accused to being publicly vilified, Hillman doesn't just share his pain, he transforms it. This memoir is for anyone who's been silenced, anyone who's been shattered, and anyone who's fought like hell to keep breathing anyway.
This is not a story of perfect healing.
It's a story of holding on, showing up, and finding hope in the wreckage. A story of one father's promise to never let the world forget his daughter's name.
